Do you guys always feel empty, or pain in your heart? I don't mean those pain that can cause death, but pain like aching. It aches & stops & after a while it starts all over again, you feel so cold inside you, yet it's not due to the weather. That's how I felt over these few months. Thinking of so much things every now & then, in the night when no one can see or hear you, your tears start to fall down the cheek, you started crying yet you can't make a sound.
I cry alot these few years I think... Why? Even I tell you guys it will be futile, because deep inside, I've already given up EVERYTHING. Right now, there's nothing to hold me back to leave this world, to keep trying for myself & to be the real me.
X'Mas is coming, & after that, a brand New Year yet again, so don't disappoint EARTH, pls make 2012 World End a Fact rather than just a speculation. & lastly, to those who happens to believe in wishes, dreams, etc... Seriously, you guys can just forget about all this shit cos wishes & dreams doesn't happen, at least for me it doesn't.
