Finally 4 days of sweat & tears.... The
OH11 has ended!!!! Well, I should not say I did a lot of things, but at least I did my part as an ambassador. Thru these 4 days, I saw so much things & yes again I started to think too much. The first 2 days were totally a nightmare cos basically we're under the hot sun for around
3 to 4 hours, & the whole place is flooded with so many people, o you guys can imagine how stuffy & humid the place is.
For the last 2 days, I was stationed at the exhibition area, not too bad cos at least it's air-conditioned. But I stood still for at least
6 hours. Actually I didn't realize how gorgeous the view of the runway is when the night falls until the last day. I have the urge to just lie on the runway & admire the sky, but we're not allowed, what a shame.
Anyway, while I was doing my part as an ambassador, these few things came to my mind:
1) Does friendship really last forever? Or is it just a few years & it'll end just there?I always thought I can survive on my own, but these few years I looked back & saw how hard it was for me to move on without people with me. But friendship is something that doesn't last long doesn't it? Cos I can hardly see anyone who still keep a very close contact with the people they knew since young. Since it doesn't last long, why do we still make so much friends & make ourselves sad when everything just turns out to be like a fairytale?
2) Will I be alone for the rest of my life till it ends? The feeling of being alone is so scary, even though I've been thru it for so long, I'm still afraid of loneliness. Well, who doesn't want a friend whom you can talk to when you really need someone to listen, even just sitting next to you silently, looking at you crying.
3) Can I break out from my shell & make friends just like other people? When I look at how people can relate to one another & make friends it look so simple just like breathing in & out. But when I want to make a friend it just seems so difficult, even just to talk to someone. Why? I really couldn't figure it out.
