I always believe that everyone is born to do something. For years I've been finding what am I born to do? This question have been bothering me since I was around
14, & as the years just keep passing by, I'm getting more & more afraid. Cos I really cant figure it out & I don't wanna regret when I grow old doing something I don't like. But there are so much things I need to consider. Firstly, my parents, they wouldn't support what career I've chosen for myself cos they think there's no future for me in the job. I can understand what they are feeling, but on the other hand, it's something I really wanna do & I would wanna do it for the rest of my life. I know I might not succeed in the career, but at least I wouldn't regret.
Secondly, I'm afraid of not capable of performing well in my career. That really worries me alot. I want people to see & feel that I'm really good, but I'm not sure if I'm good in the 1st place. As much as I wanted it so much, sometimes things just doesn't go your way.
All I can do is Hope.... Hope that I can really be somebody.... Hope that I can succeed in whatever I do. 
